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[26 Mar 2005|07:06pm]
Random Poetry
Written By: Jade


A band of gypsies goes sailing past
And all you can think of is swirling mist
On a vast glassy lake

And that butterflies are free
But we aren't
For we're chained by the shackles of life
And the man that lives in the house at the
Top of the hill's been asking after you again

But you're my angel, babe
And things seem to make sense when you're there
And I'm out of my fucking mind
An angel without your wings
Just gotta wait til your bell rings

A band of gypsies goes sailing past
And all you can think of is swirling mist
On a vast glassy lake

And whether if you died tomorrow
The sight of your hippo face would
Live on forever in people's minds

Like a spider catching flies -
Carrion flies that eat at your
Dead and decaying flesh
And the spider, which sucks
Out your insides from your paralysed
Body
a rare source of poisoning

[26 Mar 2005|05:02pm]
Your Bleeding Heart
Written By: June


You came to me with a confession
Always with your bleeding heart on your sleeve
You made me stumble, you made me spin
But now I think I must have been mistaken

(First chorus, here we go!)
You're a wild party girl
Going out on Friday nights and getting smashed
Taking off your clothes and blowing kisses to the boys
You're a lover, you're a fighter, you're a fake

You struck up a conversation with a stranger
Always spouting professions of undying love
You rocked my world, you changed my mind
But now you're a piece of used trash

(Second chorus, let's get it on!)
You're a hardcore skater boy
Going out with the guys and getting caught up
Taking off with the drugs and blowing the boys
You're a lover, you're a fighter, you're a fake
a rare source of poisoning

[25 Mar 2005|09:05pm]
Out Of My Mind
Written By: June


I'm falling out
I'm spinning around, like before
And words can't save you anymore
I'm slipping through

The cracks in the ceiling
I'm losing this feeling
And missing your touch
Your careless gentleness

You drive me out of my mind
So I'm blind
I melt with desire
Won't you put out my fire

I'm breaking apart inside

I'm falling out
I'm spinning around, like before
And words can't save you anymore
I'm slipping through
The cracks in the ceiling
I'm losing this feeling
a rare source of poisoning

[25 Mar 2005|08:59pm]
Asking For A Lie
Written By: June


She's standing on the corner again
Looking selfishly conceited as before
Giving me a sneer as I pass through
I'm trying not to look past
Everything else that seems so fake
But it's hard, it's suicide to try

Everything is fading out
You're asking for a lie
And I can't give hope
When all of my words are empty
They can't see into our world

Spinning myself into a hole of denial
Distantly, I can hear her voice
"Bad dreams don't last so long"
I want to tear out my hair
'Cause the sounds are distorted and

Everything is fading out
You're asking for a lie
I can't tell you the truth
When all of my words are empty
I can't stop to think you'd understand

She's waiting for my answer
Looking classy and self-possessed
She's not asking for a lie
It's perfect sense, it's simple as that

Everything is fading out
You're asking for a lie
I can't give you one any more
When all of my words are empty
I can't find it in myself to care
a rare source of poisoning

[25 Mar 2005|08:58pm]
Where You Are
Written By: June and Jade


There's so much that I wanna say
And I wish you'd tell me more
I need to know if this is really real

Why use more words
Than you need to to explain?

And right now you're just a (convenient) temporary distraction
Keeping me from getting to where you are
But maybe there's a good explanation (explanation)


I can't save you
I can't save myself
It's like you're the only one I see
I can't shake off this feeling


But I still feel blind
Because I blink and you're gone
From falling headlong into certain disaster
I'm the one for self-destruction

And right now you're just a (convenient) temporary distraction
Keeping me from getting to where you are
But maybe there's a good explanation (explanation)

And right now you're just a (convenient) temporary distraction
Keeping me from getting to where you are
But maybe there's a good explanation (explanation)

Maybe there's a good explanation (to fade)
a rare source of poisoning

[14 Jul 2004|10:00pm]
A Letter To No One
Written by: June
[Inspired by drabble written by freshfossil]

Hey
Are you busy?
I was thinking,
We should get away from this place. [Spoken]

I was thinking

Let's sneak off in the middle of the night
Let's drive until we reach somewhere new
Let's leave everything behind
Let's fly into the sunrise

I know...

Let's rent a cabin in the mountains
Let's run down to the river in the setting sun
Let's swim and kiss and love until our skin prunes
Let's race back to the house like it's gym class all over again

I know...

Oh, let's stay up all night laughing until we cry
Let's talk until we're blue, splaying fingers over warm skin when we run out of words
Let's dance barefoot on the wooden floors
Let's sit beside the window sill and stare at the stars

I know...

Let's eat strawberries, half naked, and play chinese checkers, the same
Let's lie in bed, staring at the ceiling and listening to old house noises
Let's tell silly stories from our childhoods
Let's pretend like we don't have a care in the world

I know...

Let's get up with the dawn and sway on the soft blade of grass, wet with morning dew
Let's watch the sun rise together, with heavy lidded eyes that beg for rest
Let's sit on the back steps, wrapped in a blanket and cuddled up close
Let's hum the tunes to songs that have no name

We'll just get away

I was thinking

Let's sneak off in the middle of the night
Let's drive until we reach somewhere new
Let's leave everything behind
Let's fly into the sunrise

We'll just get away
2 drops of cyanide|a rare source of poisoning

[21 Apr 2004|05:40pm]
Gone ((Whore))
Written by: Ash


Do you remember the Mayfair?
We'd hide in the darkened theatre
And watch the news reels spin...
Ten more dead

(whispered) One was my brother
(normal) So you hugged me
And told me you loved me

Then you were gone
Gone gone gone gone

I said you shouldn't go,
But hey, you didn't listen to me
I was only a cheap whore to you
Not a friend

Then you were gone
Gone gone gone gone

But hey, you didn't listen to me
(screamed) I was just your fucking whore
a rare source of poisoning

[21 Apr 2004|05:39pm]
Burnt Goodbyes
Written by: Ash and Leigh


I don't wanna hate you
You just wanna love me
Just trying to be the one you wanted to love
You are my vulture

Chorus
I don't wanna be me
You're everything I wanna be
Tearing me up inside
Killing me with your burnt goodbyes

You're breaking a person you don't even know
((Doesn't even know))
You're tearing up my insides
((Tearing at her insides))
Tearing me up inside

I don't wanna be me
You're everything I wanna be
Tearing me up inside
Killing me with your burnt goodbyes

Killing me with your burnt goodbyes
Killing me with your burnt goodbyes
Killing me with your burnt goodbyes
a rare source of poisoning

[12 Apr 2004|09:35pm]
Twisted Barbie Doll
Written by: Jade


(Spoken) There was once this girl, Suzie, who mutilated toys. Her greatest mutilation was a Barbie doll. Some of the mutilation obsession must've worn off on Barbie, for she wasn't a normal preppy Barbie doll. No... she was the Twisted Barbie Doll. Y'see, Suzie filed all the toys she mutilated and created, and when she didn't file Barbie, Barbie ran away from Suzie, away to find her own fun, hidden in the black.

One dark night/When ya hear a little noise
You had better/Lock away your toys
Don't blame it on the wind,/Don't blame it on the house,
Don't blame it on your brother/And his little pet mouse

What's that noise/What's climbing the stairs
Don't move an inch/Though you're full of fear
What's at the door/What has a chainsaw
Think 'Are they gonna get me?'/(prep voice) Ah, like nah

She's got uh, platinum blonde hair/And ah, two big blue eyes
She's pretty perfect/But not chased by all the guys
She digs really deep/Deep deep deep holes
Throws in the spare parts/'Cuz she's a twisted Barbie Doll

She starts the chainsaw/Whiz whiz buzz buzz
Heads toward the toy box/Cuss that's just what she does
She spots a toy/Lying by the box
She struts on over/A little stuffed fox

Gets out her saw/Cuts into the head
Poor ol' Foxy/Half on the bed
Stuffing's flying/Barbie smirks, then laughs
She's two different things/Suzie's the other half

She's got uh, platinum blonde hair/And ah, two big blue eyes
She's pretty perfect/But not chased by all the guys
She digs really deep/Deep deep deep holes
Throws in the spare parts/'Cuz she's a twisted Barbie Doll

Plastic perfection/Down to the waist
Such neat stitches/All interlaced
She joys in mutilation/Destroying everything in sight
But strange, isn't it/How she does it only at night

So when you hear a little/Noise in the dark,
It's just Barbie/With her friend, Mark
Suzie was the creator/Of Barbie, vicious child
Suzie created more,/But Barbie she never filed

She's got uh, platinum blonde hair/And ah, two big blue eyes
She's pretty perfect/But not chased by all the guys
She digs really deep/Deep deep deep holes
Throws in the spare parts/'Cuz she's a twisted Barbie Doll

She's a twisted Barbie Doll
She's a twisted Barbie Doll
She's a twisted Barbie Doll

Toys, keep away from Mark/Her friend, the chainsaw
a rare source of poisoning

[12 Apr 2004|02:23pm]
Yesterdays Tomorrow
By: June


If I could take your hand
And fly you to the stars
If I could drop you candy kisses
Upon your telltale scars
If I could dissolve the pain in your eyes
Make them crystal as the skies
If I could twirl your silken hair
Erase all traces of past lies

I would
Believe you were an angel
Fallen from heaven
Reminding me of yesterdays tomorrow

I would take your hand
And fly you to the stars
I would drop you candy kisses
Upon your telltale scars
I would dissolve the pain in your eyes
Make them crystal as the skies
I would twirl your silken hair
Erase all traces of past lies

If I could
Believe you were an angel
Fallen from heaven
Reminding me of yesterdays tomorrow
a rare source of poisoning

[12 Apr 2004|02:21pm]
Pounding Rain
Written by: Jade


Trapped in a world that ya
Don't understand
1 place
1 stance
Ya get it again
No foreign symbols
Reminding you of when you walked
Through the pounding rain
At 12am

Walkin' through the poundin' rain
Arm in arm
Hand in hand
Back to that night

Life seems so hard
Like it's all not worth it
The cone's painted gold
Switch accents again
The drugs don't work
Make no difference
Triggering the pounding rain

Walkin' through the poundin' rain
Arm in arm
Hand in hand
Back to that night

Changin' yourself
Chuck on the mask
Try to forget
All of the past
Your ruined rep
A fucking slut
They try to figure out
Who you really are
Walking through the wind and rain

Walkin' through the poundin' rain
Arm in arm
Hand in hand
Back to that night

Walkin' through the poundin' rain
(The rain falls down)
Arm in arm
(You feel so safe)
Hand in hand
(But yet so trapped)
Back to that night
(The worst night of your life)
a rare source of poisoning

[12 Apr 2004|02:20pm]
Ink And Paper
Written by: Jade


The day we met
In that crowded room
Full of colour and conversation
You said I was beautiful
And that you’d love to pick me up
In your navy blue sports car

Letters and emails patching
The quilt of our existance
I was your twisted Barbie Doll
You were my practical Romeo

Moving into an empty room
We talked more freely
About the world, had we been in love?
And why 2 + 2 = 4
I said I loved you
And flew away to hide among the stars

Letters and emails patching
The quilt of our existance
I was your twisted Barbie Doll
You were my practical Romeo

I was your twisted Barbie Doll
You were my practical Romeo
Too bad you can’t kiss a guy
Made from only
Ink
And paper
a rare source of poisoning

[12 Apr 2004|02:19pm]
Return To Sender
Written by: June


I don't understand the world today
Everyone has a hidden agenda
I can't trust a thing you say
Hate mail, I'm vindictive, return to sender

Stereotypes, you're a label whore
I'm self-proclaimed, this life's unjust
I know you're keeping score
And again I turn to the past

I don't understand the world today
Everyone has a hidden agenda
I can't trust a thing you say
Hate mail, I'm vindictive, return to sender

You've got no imagination
My words are falling on deaf ears
No one deserves this discrimination
And I've got scars for every word
a rare source of poisoning

[12 Apr 2004|02:18pm]
Around And Again
Written by: June


And I don't know what to do
The world's spinning out
Around and around and around and around and again

Everything is beautiful
But here I'm feeling so fake
Won't you put me in my place because
I think I need some new authority

And I don't know what to do
The world's spinning out
Around and around and around and around and again

I'm only a kid, come on, I need some direction
I'm arrogant, I'm innocent, I'm slipping away
But lately I'm losing to this condition
I think I'm coming in last, always running on empty

And I don't know what to do
The world's spinning out
Around and around and around and around and again
a rare source of poisoning

[12 Apr 2004|02:17pm]
Predictable
Written by: Bex and June


Love me if you want
Hate me if you want
Really doesn't matter 'cause I'm not that serious

Just 'cause I missed one thing you ran and hid
Away from everyone, you're so predictable

You fuck me off and I can't take anymore
We went through so much for nothing
Then you do this and you wonder why

Why do you do all of this shit
To all of us and all I understand is
You told me that you loved me once
But now I'm just not sure

Dammit, you confuse me and I hate it!

Love me if you want
Hate me if you want
Why do you do all of this shit
To all of us and all I understand is
You told me that you loved me once
But now I'm just not sure

Dammit, you confuse me and I hate it!
a rare source of poisoning

[12 Apr 2004|02:16pm]
Ever After
Written by: June


The shadows tell me stories
And the words are in my skin
A princess cries a thousand tears
And here the tale begins [Whispered]

There's no hope
We're too lost
The blood's shed
This is fate

You're too gone
You're too gone
You're too gone

Don't go now
Nothing's left and I'm alone
Again and the pain is toxic
The blade is calling my name

It's over ever after
It's over ever after

There's no hope
We're too lost
The blood's shed
Is this fate?

(You're so gone)
You're too gone
(I'm so lost)
We're too lost

It's over ever after
It's over ever after

This is fate [Whispered]
a rare source of poisoning

[12 Apr 2004|02:15pm]
Turning
Written by: June


You're crazy
We're coming
You hate me
I'm coming

Turning
Turning

Sitting in a dark white room
Shadows dancing on the walls
And now I'm

Turning
Turning

The silence makes me deaf
The world's winding back
And now I'm

Turning
Turning

No-one knows the things I see
Or the voices in my head
The shadows roaming free
And I remember what they said

You're crazy
We're coming
You hate me
I'm coming

Turning
Turning
a rare source of poisoning

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